Posts by Tiffany

She is called “Amy”

Before I left for my trip I had a conversation and was encouraged to ask God what he calls me. I wrote it in my journal, along with other things I wanted to address and off I went. As I drove into the north side of Big Sur I had zero plans. No clue where

“Where the hell is my husband at?” – Raye

Written: 03/15/2026 Bob Hall pier has been resurrected and is once again standing long and tall! Its not complete, yet, it still needs its final touches, but the bones are back…. ready to begin its new life. Fitting. Its such a special place for me. I grew up there, got married there, shared it with

September

Well not really, but it is almost 9 months without the love of my life. And when I think of 9 months, I automatically think of September…my birth month, the month oysters are back in season, Bayfest, Comal County fair, beach days…my favorite month. But I digress. Its actually March 2, 2026.  It’s difficult to

“HOW ARE YOU DOING?”

I’m ok.I’m learning to live.I take one day at a time.I don’t plan for the future as much as I used to.I don’t try to control things anymore.I smile. I laugh, as much as I can.I am taking care of myself, my body and my soul.I’m firmly planted, roots way down.I LOVE cooking.I still feel

I am still here….just different.

When Jeb’s heart stopped beating, that unexpected morning of June 6, 2025, I lost a huge part of me as well. He wasn’t just my husband, or father to our kids, he was my HOME. He represented safety. Trust. Consistency. Love. Shelter. I knew he would never abandon me, on purpose. He held all those

Unrealistic Expectations

First of all, if you are also on this journey of grief….you are not crazy. I mean we are all a little crazy, but you know what I mean. The ups and the downs, the highs and the lows can make you feel like you are not yourself anymore. And honestly, we are not, we

Time Capsule

The first real moment I realized that life was actually moving on was just a few weeks ago. Jebs dart team made the decision to play this season and replace Jeb. Don’t get me wrong, they had to do it, they needed to play and Jeb would be so honored with his replacement. But to

Authentic Joy

Today is 3 months. 3 months since the early morning of June 6, 2025, where I stood on the corner street, outside of SA Children’s hospital and had to make my very first phone call. I don’t remember taking this picture, I’m not sure why I did. Maybe it was to mark a moment in

Change your view

When Jeb and I traveled we try to always eat local. Wherever we were. we wanted to support the local community and also….eat really good food. Everyone in awhile through we would drive through a McDonalds for breakfast or a Taco Bell late at night. One trip to Colorado our flight got in right after

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